Title:
For A Reason
Author:
T.N. Cole
Release
Date: Sept 3, 2015
She loved
me.
I failed
her.
She loves
me.
I'll
break her.
Tristan
Westdyke seems to have it all: he's handsome, athletic, smart, and
admired. What people don't see beyond the façade, though, is
the pain and guilt eating away at his soul. Blaming himself for the loss of
another person, Tristan trudges through life not allowing himself to
feel.
But when the beautiful
and energetic Katelyn Sharp barrels into his life, Tristan is helpless to
resist emotions long buried. A connection slowly grows between the two, yet
secrets and deceit threaten to shatter the fragile trust and love
they’ve found.
Can two people who
have been hurt and betrayed open their hearts up once more? Can both accept
that all may have happened For a
Reason?
I reached
up and pushed Kate’s hair out of her face. It was pulled to
one side, but it had long fallen out of the updo it was in
when the sight of her first took my breath away tonight. I
lightly traced my fingers over the bandage covering the right side of her
forehead and I hovered over the outline of some of the bruises and scratches. I
watched my fingers, and I felt her watching me—waiting for me to tell
her something. I wanted so badly to trace her lips on my exploration of her
face—to feel her breath on my fingertips. But, I forced myself to
pull back. “Don’t look at me like that,” I
finally whispered.
“Like
what?” she
frowned.
“Don’t
look at me like I saved you. I’m the reason this happened to you.
You’re looking at me like you’re so happy that
I’m here. Those guys shouldn’t have slipped something in
your drink, or whatever they did. If I were paying attention, they
wouldn’t have almost made off with you. I did this to
you, and don’t you fucking forget it.” I stopped
to take a deep, shuddering breath and buried my face in my
hands.
“Funny,”
Kate said coldly as she leaned forward. “I
didn’t peg you as the
victim type.”
I reared
back. “What?”
“You
heard me,” she snapped. “I was the one who had something
slipped in my drink. And apparently, I was the one who was almost kidnapped.
But I wasn’t. Because you stopped them from taking me. You brought me
here. I’m safe. So, quit the pity party on
yourself.”
My hands had fallen
from my face during her tirade to meet her now angry glare. I didn’t
know if I was supposed to be madat what she was saying or not, but I
didn’t have the time to figure it out
because she wasn’t done yet. “Do you know how
Aimee knew to go get you from the waiting room? I begged her to go get
you because, somehow, I knew you would be there. I
knew you were the one who saved me from whatever caused me to end up
in the freaking hospital. So, none of this is your fault. Yes, we
shouldn’t have separated, but that’s on
both of us. But, it’s not my fault or your fault that some
asshole roofied me, capisce?”
She
was breathing heavily by the end of her rant. She slowly fell back
against the pillows, closing her eyes. I watched her as she got her
breathing under control, knowing I had to choose my next words carefully.
I didn’t want to upset her more, and I knew that everything she said
was true. “Hey. Kate.” I threaded my fingers through hers
and waited until she slowly opened her eyes to peek at me.
“You’re right. You’re absolutely right.
I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you
more; it’s just... You were so
gorgeous tonight. I wanted you to stay by me, but I couldn’t
ask you for that. And all of a sudden, I couldn’t find you, and then
you were almost kidnapped, and I couldn’t get you to open your eyes.
I couldn’t see your beautiful brown eyes,” I
was so quiet; I knew she had to be straining to hear me. I
didn’t want her to know how helpless I had felt. How I felt like I
had failed and lost all over again. And how my feelings for her were getting
too intense and they were scaring
me.
She tightened her
grip on my hand. “I heard you, you know. Through the haze,
you said ‘Katelyn, please’. And that’s how I knew
something was wrong. So, I fought to wake up. You brought me
back.”
I closed my eyes,
fighting off the onslaught of emotion threatening to take over me. If only I
had been able to save Mel like I was able to save Kate. I
didn’t know what else to say. I was exhausted and I knew she had to
be in even worse shape than I was. “You should get some
rest, Kate. We can talk in the morning. I’ll be here.
I’m not going to leave you.”
T.N. Cole spends
her time seeking new adventures, determined to make her life a memorable story.
A recent graduate with a bachelor in biology, T.N. is headed to graduate school
at Texas Tech to pursue her long time dream of becoming a pharmacist. When
she's not reading, writing, or studying, you'll find her trying
to stay out of trouble or planning her ultimate dream of traveling the
world.
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